Okay....so I'm really feeling some kinda way tonite. I'm in between beaus right now and all I want is a little uncomplicated grown-up fun. A night that starts with dinner and cocktails and ends with sweat and elation. No attachments. No commitments. No foolishness. No drama! Do I get my night of grown-up fun&games. NO. Why? So I have this ex-beau who is a good- time guy. Whenever he's in a relationship I stay out the picture. Whenever I am in a relationship he stays out the picture. We have had this understanding now for more years than I care to disclose. BUT... whenever we are both free its like whoa. Its like he has the spare key to my body. No....more like he knows where the spare key is hidden. You know...like when you leave the key under the mat at the back door of your house. Well we been chatting it up and threatening to hook up, but it hasn't happened. Too much grown-up responsibility and not enough time for grown-up fun. Well I find out today that the entire time we've been flirting he's got some chick preggo. Shouldn't that have been disclosed to me at some point? It may not have made my decision change. I may have still hooked-up with him on the strength of how good he is but now I can't even go there on with him. I am to annoyed that he lied. Dude, a lie by omission is just a regular ass lie.
Peace and Love,
Yum Yum
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Friday, September 23, 2011
Inner Struggles
September 24, 2011
What to do...what to do when you love the very person that you hate. You struggle with your inner self. I struggle with my inner self. This person how can he totally get me, but at the same time doesn't understand me at all. This is why love don't live here boo. I feel so hopeless sometimes. Like everything was all mapped out. The plan, the husband, the kids, the career. Now it doesn't seem like a possibility and now its time to pick up the pieces. Which is easier said than done since my life is in about a bazillion pieces. Time to devise a new strategy a new plan. BUT what to do when you're still kinda hung up on the old one?
Peace and Love,
Yum-Yum
What to do...what to do when you love the very person that you hate. You struggle with your inner self. I struggle with my inner self. This person how can he totally get me, but at the same time doesn't understand me at all. This is why love don't live here boo. I feel so hopeless sometimes. Like everything was all mapped out. The plan, the husband, the kids, the career. Now it doesn't seem like a possibility and now its time to pick up the pieces. Which is easier said than done since my life is in about a bazillion pieces. Time to devise a new strategy a new plan. BUT what to do when you're still kinda hung up on the old one?
Peace and Love,
Yum-Yum
Friday, September 16, 2011
Series Opener
September 16, 2011
Its been five years....long years.....hard years...most good...but some bad. When its good, its really good. But when its bad, its really bad. Epically BAD. Global Warming BAD. Hurricane Katrina BAD. OK. maybe the Hurricane Katrina bit was a little bit of an overstatement but you get the drift. I know its tired cliche but hey it totally describes my situation. I recently ended a five year relationship that has left me bankrupt, literally (I go to court in 2 weeks) and emotionally. Through out this new period in my life I will try to approach it with a much sarcasm and humor as I can muster. So love don't live here, boo.
Peace and Propaganda,
Yum-Yum
Its been five years....long years.....hard years...most good...but some bad. When its good, its really good. But when its bad, its really bad. Epically BAD. Global Warming BAD. Hurricane Katrina BAD. OK. maybe the Hurricane Katrina bit was a little bit of an overstatement but you get the drift. I know its tired cliche but hey it totally describes my situation. I recently ended a five year relationship that has left me bankrupt, literally (I go to court in 2 weeks) and emotionally. Through out this new period in my life I will try to approach it with a much sarcasm and humor as I can muster. So love don't live here, boo.
Peace and Propaganda,
Yum-Yum
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